i have always been future oriented as oppose to thinking in the present. im also a big list maker, planning out the steps and in what process i want to take to get to my goal. because everything is always so chaotic around me, having an organized list makes everything run smoothly. but lately i realized that my lists doesn’t allow me to enjoy life. where’s the fun and giggles? so im taking into consideration to depart from my list making and run about absentminded and hope life takes me somewhere.
if i become a drug addict and living under a bridge, go ahead and shoot me.